TB test

The weather here is getting colder and colder. I guess we have to wear at least 2 layers piece of cloth in order to stand in the middle of the school. Or else, freeze 'til death or become Ben n' Jerry!!!

I got a TB test shot today with Uncle Yong and we gonna go back on Friday to check with the result. We gonna to for a X'ray if the result is positive. Gosh~~~ I hope mine is gonna be negative. BTW, a few more shots to go for next week I guess. Since it's free, why not??!

Thank you very much to Mr. Yong Wai Kit (stupid idiot!!!!!) for using my laptop to download songs and movies, and also recommended PBS to me. Now, my laptop is full of diseases. Can I actually bring my laptop for injection as well?? Anyway, I'll try to figure out something by myself to make sure my laptop is OK. Hmmm, I've got a little bit experiences on how to handle all this shit. I hope I can fix it.

My cute roommate sleep very early every single night. Therefore, I can only online with the freaking dim light. Dont accuse me as an night owl when I say my roommate sleep early. She usually get up around 1 in the afternoon right after I finish my classes. Dont ask me why, I have no idea why can she sleep for so many hours and still complained to me that she's tired in the day. Well, used to be an owl night when i was in Malaysia.

Yawn~~~

Everybody, good night~

Uh Huh!? Life's like this!

Time passed like a shooting star in the sky. I can't believe that I have been staying in Oklahoma for almost 2 months. I even forgot to go for my TB test in Sept and my next injection in October. I' having a complicated feeling deep inside of me. I just do not know how to express my own feeling precisely and concisely. I should be enjoying myself with all my friends but I don't seem to. It has been confusing me a lot.

Things got changed abruptly. No one can stop it. I don't even know what's going on somehow and why am I doing all the things that I've done. There's a numerous of stuffs waiting for me to complete but I just don't feel like doing it. I could easily feel bore of certain things and I don't know what to do next. How I wish I could get rid of this stupid habit. Probably I am not doing something that I really wanna do. However, I could not even tell what exactly I wanna do. That's sucks!!!

Superficial happiness has overwhelmingly crossed the line of my authentic happiness.

Sigh! I wanna change! I wanna change!

It seems like there is something missing in my life. I can't thoroughly enjoy myself, my life, my studies, the moment with my friends. Gosh~ What's missing??? What can Jasmine ever miss in this world?? I really can't tell because I really I don't know. I'm sleeping when I'm not suppose to, I'm not waking up when I'm suppose to. This makes me sick! What the freak I'm doing right now??

Hell yeah! This is what I'm doing to release stress. Hahahaha..


I worried. I wonder why all the time I'm worrying so much. Should I let go stuffs that I should since long? Let it be~~ Awww! I can't actually do that. I feel guilty when I have done something wrong. Yea, I might be feeling guilty and pessimistically depress recently. I feel bad for you. Hope you're doing extremely supremely gorgeously excellent!
That's why I releasing all the negative gases and starting to contaminate the world.

Watch out, my friends! I might put up a flame on you!! hahahhaha..
What a bullshitter I am?!




4 Oct 2008 (Sat)
3am, morning