往事，过去

一段刻骨铭心的过去竟然让我无语不堪。

事隔之久，
没想到去年的花依旧开得如此灿烂。
人生能够缅怀过去，
总是幸福的。。。

回忆就是让人难得所谓的“避世”，
暂且逃离现实的残酷！

Please make up your mind!!!

Winter finally is here. It started yesterday.
It was freezing cold yesterday and it seems like Autumn has done with her job and give out the position to Mr. Winter. Winter season perhaps just give people another reason to go shopping for winter clothing. Yeahh, I did some shopping for my winter collection way before Mr. Winter has arrived. Not a lot, cause' I still need to save bucks for next week Thanksgiving's HUGE SALE! wow~ I can't really wait for that. I'm extremely excitedly exuberant about it.

After shopping talks, let's get back to some serious issue. Should I work or go travel in the summer? As I told myself as well as my dad, the reason I insisted to go travel was most of my friends are going back to their country for summer holiday. Chances are, I don't have to spend that much if I have someone to provide me with accommodation and probably food. Therefore, all I have to take care of is my flight tickets and miscellaneous expenses. Really! Money is one of the biggest temptation for me to work as a sale intern for V Co. The amount of money that the other interns earned was tremendously astonishing. I never thought that we can be able to make such big amount of money in 3 months. How amazing!?

But the thing is, am I willing to work that hard for it? Or do I want to pursue my dream to explore my Asia Voyage? Because I may not have the chance to complete this exploration after next year summer. I'll be graduating next year Fall and most probably I'll start looking for a job and hopefully I'll get a job here. Once I have a job, I don't think I'll have summer holiday as other college kids do. Job is always one of the barriers to get a kick start to do whatever you want to do. Indeed, they will be a heavier burden place down on your shoulder once you start working. The responsibility that you are carrying is just different. You may not have the guts to challenge your boss as you do to your college's professors because you may get fired and when he tells bad about you, I'm sorry, your future career is partially done. It will be more difficult to search for another job due to your previous history.

In contrary, where else in this world I could earn roughly $10k in 3 months? Sounds ridiculous to people at around my age, really! But I could expand my vision of traveling to different countries that I haven't been to before. The most important thing is I could accomplish my exploration and enhance my knowledge on tea in China, Taiwan & Japan. Tea is part of my life and my life is imperfect without the existence of tea. All I want to do is to indulge myself into the realm of tea. My inspiration, motivation, and determination are come from the indulgence of tea - the day started to learn to drink tea. As I told my friends that I'll literally go crazy if I ever in tea farms because that's where I'm belong to.

What a tea fanatic I am....

Work or travel?? Which path should I take?

Check out your college's professors

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You're cute but I like their experties

Can I get this - EOS Rebel T1i EF-S 18-55mm IS Kit because I really can't stand the pictures I took recently? It was so awfully terrible!! People who have high expectation on photography like me has a need to obtain a SLR. Lol!

Racism is disgusting!

I really like the way she talked about RACISM last night at the training. It was a mistake that I didn't get her name and talk to her after the talk. In fact, I should. She brought up the issue of racism in the United States in a very comfortable manner. Therefore, it made everyone willing to share their racism experience comfortably.

Before the talk began, she told everyone to shift their seat according to the color of shirt they wore. Those who wore black stayed at the right and those with white stayed at the left and etc. I was kinda annoyed when she shifted us to a different place because I was sitting on my seat comfortably and kinda reluctant to move my ass. Anyways, she explained the reason why she did that. She asked, why would people tend to put people into different boxes or categories? This topic has always been controversially complicated.

10月忙不忙？

最近生活的却有点繁忙。
可是，也不能完全责怪忙碌的生活而难以抽空去干一些自己想干的事。
只能怪自己功力不足，胜不了梦魔的诱惑。
问题在于越是繁忙，梦魔的诱惑就越强。
尽管我用尽了我这么多年来修炼的功力来对抗，被鲨鱼吃掉了都不知道，
还以为自己还在游泳，其实已经被吞了在鲨鱼肚子里游泳。
我就好像那只小老鼠一样，
不知道被梦魔吞噬了，自己在发梦睡觉也以为自己在上课上班。
这也只能怪，梦境太真实了。
有时候，
梦，
不能太真实，要不然很容易得到睡眠障碍。

10月，我的大学生涯过的很充实。
不但要兼顾功课还要去做一大堆有的没的，
就好像跟朋友聊天吃饭，练日本剑道，打羽毛球，跳街头舞 （比赛我们的冠军！），搞活动开会服装秀搞设计。。。。。 扣除了这些有的没的，还哪有时间去做一些我自己想要做的事呢？

人生的确让人很矛盾。
有时候当我完全没有事情干的时候，
我又不知道自己想做什么。
反而，没事干之时我会去找周公下棋。
（真的是不能怪梦魔啊。。。！）

我很想再一次很认真地去研究我的茶道，
很仔细地去阅读我买的书，
很轻松自在地看朋友们的部落格，
很愉快地一个人去摄影，
很投入地欣赏一部电影 （最近发现新出的电影很“烂", 不知是我心不在焉还是他们不行），
或是冥想自己的未来将会如何... ...
这一切都是我很想做的事情。