到底是有多久没有真正清闲自在地坐在似古不古，似新不新的樟木茶桌上心静气和地品尝我之最爱的樟树湖？这个问题还是别说最好，免得心疼不已。
有时候，自己对茶味茶感坚持着一种多余的执著。过于的挑剔的口味实在是令人难受。 好茶的定义是在乎于个人的心情，环境的幽静，良朋的谈笑声。可是，我想我是永远都放不下联合茶叶的“四绝”，黑金还有黄茶君山金针的口味。现在，我是有个冲动的想法，买张机票飞去台湾或中国寻找我的全部。杭州狮峰的龙井村是我其中一个最想去的地方。写到这儿，我已从字行间，渐渐的闻到一阵阵的茶香味。我可以想像站在龙井村茶叶行间的那种笔墨所不能形容的感觉是多么的玄之又玄的美好。
Monday, November 10, 2008
In the reign of randomness!
Everyone hopes to have a beautiful Sunday when they wake up. I thought mine would be beautiful though but unfortunately there were a few incidents which had spoiled the whole entire day.
Well, sometimes I should somehow learn how to see things from a different angle in order to avoid unnecessary frustration. The world is wonderful because it is unique in its own way. Human beings are interesting because they are different.
I don’t really like to say ‘hate’ because it is indeed a mean word. I would say I don’t like to be with people who is paranoid and not having a sense of trust towards other people. It can just make their life so much pathetic and unhappy. They are even spreading the frustration and sadness around the world. Somehow they might be the people who are causing all the trouble.
Life isn’t that complicated!!! Listen less to Arvil Lavigne’s songs, people!
Sometimes, life is interestingly wonderful….
….. somehow, life is incredibly unpredictable.
Wonderful in a way because it is unpredictable, and thus makes it greatly challenging.
I appreciated what the ‘Big Guy’ up there had given to me and making my little world worth it to live on. Driving leisurely 3 o’clock in the morning is something really indescribable. I remember I used the word “loitering” around in the mid night but the feeling wasn’t accurately marked on. At the same time, Quando from Michael Buble was playing and the song was surrounding the 3.2L Acura. It has been a long while I have not driving on a road which has no light at all. It was thoroughly darkness! and it’s time to look up the sky for “twinkle twinkle little stars”. The sky was wide and simply beautiful fulfilling with stars.
Total silence, except “wow~~~~~~”……..!!!!!!
Random, but I like it!
Well, sometimes I should somehow learn how to see things from a different angle in order to avoid unnecessary frustration. The world is wonderful because it is unique in its own way. Human beings are interesting because they are different.
I don’t really like to say ‘hate’ because it is indeed a mean word. I would say I don’t like to be with people who is paranoid and not having a sense of trust towards other people. It can just make their life so much pathetic and unhappy. They are even spreading the frustration and sadness around the world. Somehow they might be the people who are causing all the trouble.
Life isn’t that complicated!!! Listen less to Arvil Lavigne’s songs, people!
Sometimes, life is interestingly wonderful….
….. somehow, life is incredibly unpredictable.
Wonderful in a way because it is unpredictable, and thus makes it greatly challenging.
I appreciated what the ‘Big Guy’ up there had given to me and making my little world worth it to live on. Driving leisurely 3 o’clock in the morning is something really indescribable. I remember I used the word “loitering” around in the mid night but the feeling wasn’t accurately marked on. At the same time, Quando from Michael Buble was playing and the song was surrounding the 3.2L Acura. It has been a long while I have not driving on a road which has no light at all. It was thoroughly darkness! and it’s time to look up the sky for “twinkle twinkle little stars”. The sky was wide and simply beautiful fulfilling with stars.
Total silence, except “wow~~~~~~”……..!!!!!!
Random, but I like it!
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
For those who complained about my blog
This message is for those who complained that I never update my blog and now I'm telling you that I'm not that happy for this week. Well, it's kinda complicated though because I'm going for a concert called J-night in Stillwarter this Friday. I'm having a test on this coming Friday morning and I bet I'll go a little bit crazy if I have the chance to go crazy. Therefore, you can say that I'm kinda excited for this weekend. I hope I would not diagnose of bipolar disorder. People like me who is volatile all the time is prone to diagose of such disorder. >.<""""
What are you waiting for? Come to me and crack me some joke and cheer up my day!!!!!
Stella told me that there is gonna be a Meditation Talk on this Saturday morning. I feel like going to clear off all the shit in my mind but I can only attend if I'm not going to stay over night in Stillwater. But I guess Chewy would love to stay over night there and hang out with all her friends and left us behind again. This is our "Ah Ma"~~~~~~
******waiting to go Dr. Shin's class******
What are you waiting for? Come to me and crack me some joke and cheer up my day!!!!!
Stella told me that there is gonna be a Meditation Talk on this Saturday morning. I feel like going to clear off all the shit in my mind but I can only attend if I'm not going to stay over night in Stillwater. But I guess Chewy would love to stay over night there and hang out with all her friends and left us behind again. This is our "Ah Ma"~~~~~~
******waiting to go Dr. Shin's class******
I had a bad day!
My carelessness is killing me drastically!
There was 10 thousand millions times that I had missed out numerous of opportunity just because of my damned sense of carelessness. I missed out the results, discussion, and references part for my lab report and hell yeah I got just more than average marks. It makes me feel so terrible deep inside because I scored full marks for the previous lab report. Deng it!!!!
Misery loves company. The next day, I missed my Healthy Life Skills class (well, that's kinda usual though, OOPS!) and when I called my friend to seek for information only I realized it was a huge mistake to miss that particular class. They were doing the case study in the class. ohhhhh~~~ Case study, yeah yeah, that's pretty fine but goshhh my lecturer said "Hi, Jasmine. Case study can only be done in class, you have just lost 15 pionts, =) *smile*". I bet he will give me a big smile after telling me this. C'mon! Don't ever give me that kind of smile. Suddenly, i just feel that I fall from an extremely high mountain about more than 4000 sea meter and drop on the water with tremendous PAIN!! Ouch~~~ that wasn't fun at all!
Well, basically I can just do nothing except to accept the fact that I am a freaking dumb-ass that always so forgetful. -.-""""""""""
Fall is coming. Leafs are everywhere on the floor, the grass and also the football field. It is kinda beautiful looking if you see wind blowing things from east to west. Yet, deeply Fall indicates the sadness of a person, solitude and loneliness. Things dropping down from where they suppose to belong, things got changed from colorful to dullness. Well, do you think you really enjoy the eve of fall?
******Feeling of HEAVY-ness*******
There was 10 thousand millions times that I had missed out numerous of opportunity just because of my damned sense of carelessness. I missed out the results, discussion, and references part for my lab report and hell yeah I got just more than average marks. It makes me feel so terrible deep inside because I scored full marks for the previous lab report. Deng it!!!!
Misery loves company. The next day, I missed my Healthy Life Skills class (well, that's kinda usual though, OOPS!) and when I called my friend to seek for information only I realized it was a huge mistake to miss that particular class. They were doing the case study in the class. ohhhhh~~~ Case study, yeah yeah, that's pretty fine but goshhh my lecturer said "Hi, Jasmine. Case study can only be done in class, you have just lost 15 pionts, =) *smile*". I bet he will give me a big smile after telling me this. C'mon! Don't ever give me that kind of smile. Suddenly, i just feel that I fall from an extremely high mountain about more than 4000 sea meter and drop on the water with tremendous PAIN!! Ouch~~~ that wasn't fun at all!
Well, basically I can just do nothing except to accept the fact that I am a freaking dumb-ass that always so forgetful. -.-""""""""""
Fall is coming. Leafs are everywhere on the floor, the grass and also the football field. It is kinda beautiful looking if you see wind blowing things from east to west. Yet, deeply Fall indicates the sadness of a person, solitude and loneliness. Things dropping down from where they suppose to belong, things got changed from colorful to dullness. Well, do you think you really enjoy the eve of fall?
******Feeling of HEAVY-ness*******
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Democrats RULE!
Yeah~~~~!!!!!
Obama won, he is now the first black President of the United States. This is such a tremendous change for the United States and the world as well. After so many thousand years later, the world started to change their perspective on racial issues. Probably we have overcome the prejudice against colored people and realize the authentic meaning of equality.
There are some scandals say that Obama is not even a African-American, he is an Indian. Anyway, I don't really care much of that because no matter what Obama was one of the nominees of the United States President.
The world is greatly fascinating when people is willing to change.
Is Malaysia willing to take the step of CHANGE??? Anyway, if is willing to change since long time ago, there will not be so many students studying abroad in other countries just like me. Our honor leaders in Malaysia are always intelligent and powerful but they are just lacking of the mentality of will power for the people. Either overprotective or over possessive sound disgusting to me. The virture of freedom, the sense of liberty, and the equality of opportunity has long lost in the dictionary of Malaysia since she was born (independence day).
Obama won, he is now the first black President of the United States. This is such a tremendous change for the United States and the world as well. After so many thousand years later, the world started to change their perspective on racial issues. Probably we have overcome the prejudice against colored people and realize the authentic meaning of equality.
There are some scandals say that Obama is not even a African-American, he is an Indian. Anyway, I don't really care much of that because no matter what Obama was one of the nominees of the United States President.
The world is greatly fascinating when people is willing to change.
Is Malaysia willing to take the step of CHANGE??? Anyway, if is willing to change since long time ago, there will not be so many students studying abroad in other countries just like me. Our honor leaders in Malaysia are always intelligent and powerful but they are just lacking of the mentality of will power for the people. Either overprotective or over possessive sound disgusting to me. The virture of freedom, the sense of liberty, and the equality of opportunity has long lost in the dictionary of Malaysia since she was born (independence day).
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
TB test
The weather here is getting colder and colder. I guess we have to wear at least 2 layers piece of cloth in order to stand in the middle of the school. Or else, freeze 'til death or become Ben n' Jerry!!!
I got a TB test shot today with Uncle Yong and we gonna go back on Friday to check with the result. We gonna to for a X'ray if the result is positive. Gosh~~~ I hope mine is gonna be negative. BTW, a few more shots to go for next week I guess. Since it's free, why not??!
Thank you very much to Mr. Yong Wai Kit (stupid idiot!!!!!) for using my laptop to download songs and movies, and also recommended PBS to me. Now, my laptop is full of diseases. Can I actually bring my laptop for injection as well?? Anyway, I'll try to figure out something by myself to make sure my laptop is OK. Hmmm, I've got a little bit experiences on how to handle all this shit. I hope I can fix it.
My cute roommate sleep very early every single night. Therefore, I can only online with the freaking dim light. Dont accuse me as an night owl when I say my roommate sleep early. She usually get up around 1 in the afternoon right after I finish my classes. Dont ask me why, I have no idea why can she sleep for so many hours and still complained to me that she's tired in the day. Well, used to be an owl night when i was in Malaysia.
Yawn~~~
Everybody, good night~
I got a TB test shot today with Uncle Yong and we gonna go back on Friday to check with the result. We gonna to for a X'ray if the result is positive. Gosh~~~ I hope mine is gonna be negative. BTW, a few more shots to go for next week I guess. Since it's free, why not??!
Thank you very much to Mr. Yong Wai Kit (stupid idiot!!!!!) for using my laptop to download songs and movies, and also recommended PBS to me. Now, my laptop is full of diseases. Can I actually bring my laptop for injection as well?? Anyway, I'll try to figure out something by myself to make sure my laptop is OK. Hmmm, I've got a little bit experiences on how to handle all this shit. I hope I can fix it.
My cute roommate sleep very early every single night. Therefore, I can only online with the freaking dim light. Dont accuse me as an night owl when I say my roommate sleep early. She usually get up around 1 in the afternoon right after I finish my classes. Dont ask me why, I have no idea why can she sleep for so many hours and still complained to me that she's tired in the day. Well, used to be an owl night when i was in Malaysia.
Yawn~~~
Everybody, good night~
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Uh Huh!? Life's like this!
Time passed like a shooting star in the sky. I can't believe that I have been staying in Oklahoma for almost 2 months. I even forgot to go for my TB test in Sept and my next injection in October. I' having a complicated feeling deep inside of me. I just do not know how to express my own feeling precisely and concisely. I should be enjoying myself with all my friends but I don't seem to. It has been confusing me a lot.
Things got changed abruptly. No one can stop it. I don't even know what's going on somehow and why am I doing all the things that I've done. There's a numerous of stuffs waiting for me to complete but I just don't feel like doing it. I could easily feel bore of certain things and I don't know what to do next. How I wish I could get rid of this stupid habit. Probably I am not doing something that I really wanna do. However, I could not even tell what exactly I wanna do. That's sucks!!!
Superficial happiness has overwhelmingly crossed the line of my authentic happiness.
Sigh! I wanna change! I wanna change!
It seems like there is something missing in my life. I can't thoroughly enjoy myself, my life, my studies, the moment with my friends. Gosh~ What's missing??? What can Jasmine ever miss in this world?? I really can't tell because I really I don't know. I'm sleeping when I'm not suppose to, I'm not waking up when I'm suppose to. This makes me sick! What the freak I'm doing right now??
Hell yeah! This is what I'm doing to release stress. Hahahaha..
I worried. I wonder why all the time I'm worrying so much. Should I let go stuffs that I should since long? Let it be~~ Awww! I can't actually do that. I feel guilty when I have done something wrong. Yea, I might be feeling guilty and pessimistically depress recently. I feel bad for you. Hope you're doing extremely supremely gorgeously excellent!
That's why I releasing all the negative gases and starting to contaminate the world.
Watch out, my friends! I might put up a flame on you!! hahahhaha..
What a bullshitter I am?!
4 Oct 2008 (Sat)
3am, morning
Things got changed abruptly. No one can stop it. I don't even know what's going on somehow and why am I doing all the things that I've done. There's a numerous of stuffs waiting for me to complete but I just don't feel like doing it. I could easily feel bore of certain things and I don't know what to do next. How I wish I could get rid of this stupid habit. Probably I am not doing something that I really wanna do. However, I could not even tell what exactly I wanna do. That's sucks!!!
Superficial happiness has overwhelmingly crossed the line of my authentic happiness.
Sigh! I wanna change! I wanna change!
It seems like there is something missing in my life. I can't thoroughly enjoy myself, my life, my studies, the moment with my friends. Gosh~ What's missing??? What can Jasmine ever miss in this world?? I really can't tell because I really I don't know. I'm sleeping when I'm not suppose to, I'm not waking up when I'm suppose to. This makes me sick! What the freak I'm doing right now??
Hell yeah! This is what I'm doing to release stress. Hahahaha..
I worried. I wonder why all the time I'm worrying so much. Should I let go stuffs that I should since long? Let it be~~ Awww! I can't actually do that. I feel guilty when I have done something wrong. Yea, I might be feeling guilty and pessimistically depress recently. I feel bad for you. Hope you're doing extremely supremely gorgeously excellent!That's why I releasing all the negative gases and starting to contaminate the world.
Watch out, my friends! I might put up a flame on you!! hahahhaha..
What a bullshitter I am?!
4 Oct 2008 (Sat)
3am, morning
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